Soni Afraid (Handicap)

FIGHT!!! The bipolar twister, my eldest sister… She’s my female counterpart Who my father broke apart Mental problems were the game Cersei walking Shame Shame Shame. We have the same psychotically We can’t see in reality Panic issues all up in our head! Manic father wishes we were dead 😦 But here we are, Walking […]

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Serious Brown (Handicap)

Look around you. No one’s serious. Dripping drugs. Delirious. Suicide. Deleterious. Resources.Depleterious. These idiots are having kids; then putting on their stupid lids. They’re locking brown folk into grids. Concentrate on the highest bids. But why am I so serious? Well, they’re Joaquin around like crazys do. They want to war in Brazil too! I’m […]

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I Got It (Handicap)

Don’t worry mom and dad. I want to thank you two; for being there for me; when I wasn’t there for you. I love you. Back in the day there was nothing that I’d rather do than act out and say FUCK YOU! I got distraught and damaged; but what did it do? The narcissism. […]

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No Such King (Bully)

As I grew older, I figured me out. I used to be colder; I’d bully you out. My sub-zero shoulder; I’d leave her then hold her…. But she was his rock; and he became boulder. HE should’ve been soldier. SHE forced to be holder. But he brought a gun?! Why didn’t he holster?! He fired […]

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Posti Alone (Bully)

I snapback with my attitude. I’d step back man. You’re kind of rude. You don’t want me; I don’t need you. You talk too much – just can it; loo ~ I get enough shit back at home! It’s your safe place – my terror dome 🙂 The lights. The cars. The house. The money. […]

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Methodic Ali (Handicap Throwaway)

I’m prototyping rappers; they’re PROJECTing on my poetry. When I’m wrong at something – write it til I build a legacy. Brought my pen to swordfight… Now the haters gotta gun for me? Ripping up the butterfly, that’s pacing my anxiety. Choking on the box that Kurts your heart into security. Worry for my sisters […]

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Buggy (Bully)

Paralyzed every time I hear the yelling.Heart pounds out of chest; eyes end up swelling.Cloudy drugs; thunder music – drown me shout.Codependency tornadoes got me stuck in a droubt. They won’t divorce because of us? Damn! They must really care. Please just let us go then? “Fuck you! Life’s not fair! We live (in)sanity because […]

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