Loser Off Luxury (Handicap)

Took me decades just to see, that I’m a bitchass honestly! This world is full of people like me. We‘re full of shit but still hungry. But I’m done crying, I’m done lying, I’m done being scared of dying, done not trying, I’m applying, I’m done lying, mind is frying like a fritter and my […]

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I Got It (Handicap)

Don’t worry mom and dad. I want to thank you two; for being there for me; when I wasn’t there for you. I love you. Back in the day there was nothing that I’d rather do than act out and say FUCK YOU! I got distraught and damaged; but what did it do? The narcissism. […]

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No Such King (Bully)

As I grew older, I figured me out. I used to be colder; I’d bully you out. My sub-zero shoulder; I’d leave her then hold her…. But she was his rock; and he became boulder. HE should’ve been soldier. SHE forced to be holder. But he brought a gun?! Why didn’t he holster?! He fired […]

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Posti Alone (Bully)

I snapback with my attitude. I’d step back man. You’re kind of rude. You don’t want me; I don’t need you. You talk too much – just can it; loo ~ I get enough shit back at home! It’s your safe place – my terror dome 🙂 The lights. The cars. The house. The money. […]

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Methodic Ali (Handicap Throwaway)

I’m prototyping rappers; they’re PROJECTing on my poetry. When I’m wrong at something – write it til I build a legacy. Brought my pen to swordfight… Now the haters gotta gun for me? Ripping up the butterfly, that’s pacing my anxiety. Choking on the box that Kurts your heart into security. Worry for my sisters […]

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Buggy (Bully)

Paralyzed every time I hear the yelling.Heart pounds out of chest; eyes end up swelling.Cloudy drugs; thunder music – drown me shout.Codependency tornadoes got me stuck in a droubt. They won’t divorce because of us? Damn! They must really care. Please just let us go then? “Fuck you! Life’s not fair! We live (in)sanity because […]

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Fort Mine (Bully)

Where’d you go my friend? Won’t you please come back again? I miss the times that we used to have Used to crack jokes make everyone laugh Little sister once looked up to you Back in high school all the good you went through But it went from joining every club and good grades To […]

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