No Such King (Bully)

As I grew older, I figured me out. I used to be colder; I’d bully you out. My sub-zero shoulder; I’d leave her then hold her…. But she was his rock; and he became boulder. HE should’ve been soldier. SHE forced to be holder. But he brought a gun?! Why didn’t he holster?! He fired […]

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Posti Alone (Bully)

I snapback with my attitude. I’d step back man. You’re kind of rude. You don’t want me; I don’t need you. You talk too much – just can it; loo ~ I get enough shit back at home! It’s your safe place – my terror dome 🙂 The lights. The cars. The house. The money. […]

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Buggy (Bully)

Paralyzed every time I hear the yelling.Heart pounds out of chest; eyes end up swelling.Cloudy drugs; thunder music – drown me shout.Codependency tornadoes got me stuck in a droubt. They won’t divorce because of us? Damn! They must really care. Please just let us go then? “Fuck you! Life’s not fair! We live (in)sanity because […]

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Fort Mine (Bully)

Where’d you go my friend? Won’t you please come back again? I miss the times that we used to have Used to crack jokes make everyone laugh Little sister once looked up to you Back in high school all the good you went through But it went from joining every club and good grades To […]

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Bully

Stargazing the future me Hey mirror mirror… please deflect me! Cause all I see is enemy. A weak ass beast. No range is free! Diss-charged emotion; circuiting, just one more light; was flickering The void was MOCKING, Taunting me! Go get lost in AbyssmAli! But now I’m seeing black, I can pace my track, filling […]

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The Shady Project (EmiStan)

“Shit is a circus, you clowns that are comin’ upDon’t give an ounce of a motherfuckAbout the ones that were here before you that made rap, let’s recap” Eminem and Joyner Lucas on the Kamikaze “Lucky You” Fuck you too! Woo! Hi kids! It’s the Sinister Minister here to administer the penicillin your cilia and […]

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The Dark White vs. GothaMe

If you read up to the end of SociopathicAli ~ then you’ll know I’m half-way done with my Dark Knight Album. I AM NOT SURE WHAT I SHOULD NAME IT. I’m in no rush… I’ll ask you around. I have 2 options in mind: ~ GothaMe ~ and ~ The Dark White ~ The beat […]

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