“I’m just a resi Dual of the
In Div I Dual
that was In Div I de
myself I Duel I
can’t hide.”-Meelon K. Awelee
If you deciphered even half of my favorite poem written by some Confusing Asshole of Emotional Origin; Congratulations! You’re intelligence enough to enjoy my site. There will be many entendr.dres throughout my lyrics/poems/stories. I narcissiticAli see myself as a Paki Eminem while most surely having 7% of his work ethic. That’s my favorite number. As is zero. I’m like Eminem-Lite…
Can I have your attention, please?
“If I don’t make you Cry?–Ollie
Shame on Me.
If I don’t make you Laugh?
Shame on You.
If I don’t Motivate?
then J. Cole Elevate;
Hope you revelate and
Peace rain upon you.”
(Bro Ass Soul. Piece and Love Origin. Last Known Whereabouts: High on Life somewhere Pray inHail Merry!)
Before you continue, you should know
ANYTHING I post here IS and WILL be !!! 18+ !!!
for reasons that conveniently cover my Biography:
– Narcissism – Profanity – Misogyny – Drug Use – Murder/Suicide/Brutality/Fatality/Crucifixion of a Brownie Identity – Depression – Anxiety – NPD – ADHD – ADD – NBD! – Mommy – Daddy – Abuse – Stop – Bitching – Filthy – Millenial – Brown – Post 9/11 – Life – No Filter – Off kilter – Scottish – Rap – Devil Lyrics – Killshot was Way Better to Real Artists – The Pursuit of Happiness – America –
“Eminem is the Rap God but
It’s High Time for a Resurrection and
Jesus Was Brown so Why Not?“-Ally (Warrior Asshole. Fighter Origin. Last Known Whereabouts: Right Behind You – Always Having Your Back)
“Your son is such a good kid! He’s so innocent.” No. He’s a failed dropout. No Harvey Dent. “Don’t you think that’s a bit far fetched – out of your range?” Don’t question my madness! All he needs is my change! My father really never bothered to raise me. Pumped the fist down. Focused on… Read moreRead More InNoCent (Bully)
“We’re not from the Projects; but I plan on working on some.” — Allmi (Egotistical Asshole. God Origin. Last Seen Volunteering on a Project at a Project.) This site is for Adults Only I entertain personal and dark things here. Racism, misogyny, profanity, insanity… Humanity? Ali’s Story Sessions Here Only Laughter Emanates ~ The Melanchali… Read moreRead More There are One of me with Two Projects to Entertain all Three of you
It’s all in meI’ll be meIt’s all for meThey will see Arguably? No, probably. I’m gonna learn. I’m prodigy. I’ll take you up, then take you down. Don’t trip. I’m coming back around. I’m not that hard life – Easy E. I’m feigning high class – Fanc E. Take 2 steps up! Fall 3 steps… Read moreRead More Ego Death (Handicap)
Finally I understand! Why they never parent planned. He just wanted power plus she justwanted friendship and minus all the real love. Complex came from up above. When my oldestsisters born, between 8 worlds they were torn. Mom or Dad or White or Brown? Simply strangersin hometown. Muslim? Christian? Atheist? Parents were the scariest. “Indecisive???… Read moreRead More Under Stand (Handicap)
I’ve been MIA the past month because I’m lazy as fuck. I’m going to use the excuse of looking for a new job that actually gives fucking benefits instead of Big Bitch dependency wages. Fuck you (sometimes) American Dream! I’m not going to sugar coat shit anymore; like most employers and businesses these past 5… Read moreRead More 20 20's Life (A.S.S.)
Took me decades just to see, that I’m a bitchass honestly! This world is full of people like me. We‘re full of shit but still hungry. But I’m done crying, I’m done lying, I’m done being scared of dying, done not trying, I’m applying, I’m done lying, mind is frying like a fritter and my… Read moreRead More Loser Off Luxury (Handicap)
FIGHT!!! The bipolar twister, my eldest sister… She’s my female counterpart Who my father broke apart Mental problems were the game Cersei walking Shame Shame Shame. We have the same psychotically We can’t see in reality Panic issues all up in our head! Manic father wishes we were dead 😦 But here we are, Walking… Read moreRead More Soni Afraid (Handicap)
Look around you. No one’s serious. Dripping drugs. Delirious. Suicide. Deleterious. Resources.Depleterious. These idiots are having kids; then putting on their stupid lids. They’re locking brown folk into grids. Concentrate on the highest bids. But why am I so serious? Well, they’re Joaquin around like crazys do. They want to war in Brazil too! I’m… Read moreRead More Serious Brown (Handicap)
I promised my ExtremelyDopeCool Epic after My N.A.D.s but I just want to take a little tangent cause of all the chaos recently to share some of my useless viewpoints with you starting with this run-on sentence of an introduction.I’m literally literarily controlling mania. Yes… It’s a wild ride.Meditation and Harmony Noises work wonders.I never… Read moreRead More He Thinks and Prays (A.S.S.H.O.L.E.)
Don’t worry mom and dad. I want to thank you two; for being there for me; when I wasn’t there for you. I love you. Back in the day there was nothing that I’d rather do than act out and say FUCK YOU! I got distraught and damaged; but what did it do? The narcissism.… Read moreRead More I Got It (Handicap)
As I grew older, I figured me out. I used to be colder; I’d bully you out. My sub-zero shoulder; I’d leave her then hold her…. But she was his rock; and he became boulder. HE should’ve been soldier. SHE forced to be holder. But he brought a gun?! Why didn’t he holster?! He fired… Read moreRead More No Such King (Bully)
I snapback with my attitude. I’d step back man. You’re kind of rude. You don’t want me; I don’t need you. You talk too much – just can it; loo ~ I get enough shit back at home! It’s your safe place – my terror dome 🙂 The lights. The cars. The house. The money.… Read moreRead More Posti Alone (Bully)
I’m prototyping rappers; they’re PROJECTing on my poetry. When I’m wrong at something – write it til I build a legacy. Brought my pen to swordfight… Now the haters gotta gun for me? Ripping up the butterfly, that’s pacing my anxiety. Choking on the box that Kurts your heart into security. Worry for my sisters… Read moreRead More Methodic Ali (Handicap Throwaway)
Paralyzed every time I hear the yelling.Heart pounds out of chest; eyes end up swelling.Cloudy drugs; thunder music – drown me shout.Codependency tornadoes got me stuck in a droubt. They won’t divorce because of us? Damn! They must really care. Please just let us go then? “Fuck you! Life’s not fair! We live (in)sanity because… Read moreRead More Buggy (Bully)
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